I find it amusing to have a crush on this guy, really. It proves that I myself can be deadly wrong about liking someone. Yes, I liked the ‘wrong guys’ or even loved them, but this guy now don’t have a hint of being godly.  I can’t believe that even after hearing him say all those ‘green stuffs,’ he still can linger in my mind for more than five minutes. I learned that it is only through God that I can make the right decision and that my heart is deceitful. Therefore, I want to make that constant decision to follow God’s will and not mine.